So I'm at my sons K-5 graduation. I am waiting on all the classes to come in and I am literally thinking to myself..."I am not gonna cry." Then here they come in single file, and he enters the room so proud. And yes, I lost it. I look at him and think of how it felt like just yesterday I was being handed this small, sweet, innocent little boy whom I was supposed to lead and teach. He stands on the bleachers so proud and smiling as he sings the songs he has been taught. He is waving at me in the crowd. The things going through his mind is whether or not me and daddy are going to be proud of him for learning all those songs. He has no clue. He has no idea that it's not me teaching him but rather him teaching me. He teaches me to laugh...everyday...he teaches me to look at things with an open mind. Everyday that goes by he is teaching me a lesson and I am not done learning yet.

My daughter Macey is my oldest. I remember the day she came into my life. I was scared to death. I thought that I would never be able to love her like my parents loved me. I was so wrong on that one. I love her more than life itself. I never exactly new what unconditional love was til I met that little girl. I knew from the moment she was put into my arms that she could never do or say anything to me that would make me stop loving her. She often gets left out since she is the oldest and can do more things for herself but when she does things I often think to myself that she is on her way to not needing me to do for her. If I could just stop time and make them stay the way they are right now and never leave me...I would. I never want to be apart from them. I love them both more than anything in this world. I couldn't imagine life without them.

Well that is about enough mushy mommy talk. But I just had a great time with them and made me realize how much I really do love them both. My next blog won't be so mushy!! UGH!!!

New to the Blogging!

I'm new to this whole blog thing. I have always wanted to blog but never had the courage to do it. I use the word courage because I am not one to sit and write down my thoughts because I worry about what people will say...plus if my mother, the english teacher, would read it she would just correct my grammar!!! But I found out that one of my friends is a blogger, so I thought...WHY NOT?!?!? I have alot to say. So stay tuned cuz this is gonna get really good!!!